100˚ in my head

I think music has been the only thing keeping me sane the past 3 days. I hate being sick. Holed up in my apartment, getting bad delivery food from 3rd rate restaurants. I may have to bribe someone to go get me something better. I'm tired of sitting here watching movies and reading books and just being a lump. I want to go outside. But the medtech said I need to let this run its course. Which means I may not be able to make it into work tonight.

It makes me look weak. I hate looking weak.